OK, God, just a bit discouraged over the weekend. While I seem to talk a pretty good talk, I am really missing most of the elements of pursuing being the worship leader or even the worshiper I want to be, and would encourage others to be.
I could use a little help here to sort through the conflicts that pull me aside and the practical issues that keep me from writing / being fathered / fathering / leading, etc. All of the stuff I say I should be doing.
I know though that You know and that you have seen and ordained my days. May this time of focus on what this all means help me to pull some of these things into my normal life cycle.